Alhamdulillah... I'm pregnant again..
It has been awhile since my last entry in this blog...
Just need to erase painful thoughts i had last year... :-)
To all..friends and family.. thank you so much for the support!
If you flashback in my entry in September 2007 about my precious baby.. you might notice about the flight booking to Egypt..
Hm... after we knew that the baby had no heartbeat, my husband decided to have a look at the Matta Fair. He wanted to set aside his clouded thoughts and feelings.
So, we went there, and, since our cousin resided in Cairo, Egypt, we purchased the ticket for December getaway..
Back to the story on me getting pregnant..
After the D&C procedure, the doctor gave me 2 weeks of medical leave. Somehow, we bet that the Dr had done something wrong in between the procedure.. Immediately, when I woke up, I had a terrible back pain and I told the nurse straight away. She said,"That's normal". Later that day, the pain did not subside so I told the Dr. She said,"It's normal. I'll provide you pain killer med."
She kept on saying the same thing during my next appointments. Alrite! My husband I pursued second opinion from our beloved Dr R in Kelana Jaya. Now, I've got my answer. I had sciatic nerve... oh ho.. that's why i felt terrible pain on my back. That's why I couldnt walk properly.. I couldn't even land my foot on the floor cause the pain will strike up to my back.. Soon, we found our answer, Dr R said maybe during D&C procedure my body placement is not right or the procedure was not done gently. At least, I have my answer. So, next action, I will change my obgyn dr again...
3 months after the tragedy. My body finally recover. One week before hubby and I went to Egypt, we went to Club Med cherating... Oh yes. That place is realy really nice.. I love it! For 3 months I've been relaxing and waiting for my body to fully recover.. it was the time I live life to the fullest!
Club Med.. then, to Egypt... wow.. it was fourth week of December 2007 until the second week of January 2008. 2 weeks stay in Egypt. We had a tremendous trip! Pyramids, the Red Sea, Dhahab, Sinai, Firaun's Hamam, Solahudin Fort, Mt Sinai, St Catherine church and lots more...just name it.. we had it all..
Oh, 1 day before going home (back to Malaysia).. I suddenly notice that my period is late. Just 1 week late that I thought it's because of the long trip, climate change and the food. But, alarm bells start to ring... past experience is to be learnt. I said,"Ayang, let's go and buy the pregnancy test kit?" He gave me that look.. hehe.. :P Then I said, "Just for the sake of clear mind".
He bought the test kit. I did it.. and Ta-Daaa!! I'm pregnant!!! Yeaaahhooo.... And, we are going home tomorrow.. Yes! Yes! Yes! We shared the news with Aman and Kak Ani. Oh..oh.. at the same time my worriness reflected into my face. Hubby pat me on the head and give me hugs and kisses and we know the sun starts to shine again... :-)
Departing day.. now, we were at the airport when I notice a blood spot on my underwear. I start to worry and pray to Allah. We agree if I don't get my mens as soon as we land in KL, we will immediately go see an obgyn on the next day.
Alhamdulillah... Allah Maha Besar.. Our fate is with Dr I in Pantai Hospital/TTDI. Hubby called all good obgyn drs - Sunway, Pantai, UKM, Damansara Specialist etc.. everybody was on leave or full. Dr I, he was available on the same day we called for an appointment.
The first time we saw him, we were worried, what if he is just the same as other obgyn drs we've met? I cried when he put the baby scanner thing on my tummy. What if the same thing happen? It took a while to find the heartbeat of the baby. Dr I finally manage to scan the baby without even performing vaginal scan. What a relief! What a good Dr he is... He told me that my womb placement is behind my bladder. :-) Oh.. So there it is.. the tiny heart is beating.. Wonderful!
Since the first appointment, we are grateful having Dr I as my Obgyn Dr. Alhamdulillah... Every three weeks, I never miss any appointment with him. With his time management, appointment reschedule is tolerably easy. :-)
I am 26 weeks pregnant... a happy, healthy and grateful pregnant mommy.. not to mention my weight gain.. just makes me realize that I need to be slim again.. not because to be pretty I guess, just because I need the self-esteem like easy to move, walk gracefully and not like a truck which you tend to bulldoze all the way and spare money on my wardrobe. hehe :-) I can't wear 80% of my wardrobe and it feels terrible... (^o^) Ouch!
That's my story... If I have the time, I will share my baby pictures... Pray for me.. Hope everything ends well in early September. Amin...
